its back!

i know i'm meant to be studying.

but this is one of my top 10 favourite shows. watch it now while gossip girl, 30 rock, himym, antm, lost, and scrubs (sad!) aren't showing.


its about this single mother of 2 boys whose husband has died, so to support the family she becomes a weed dealer. AWESOOOOMMMMEEE! srsly, its one of the most off-beat, funny, riveting and controversial tv series around. plus mary-louise parker is a freaking milf. no really, her weed is actually called milf weed.


ohhhkayyy... backk....to...study....

IAMALIVE (barely)

exams are taxing on one's health.

analyse and discuss with reference to medical journals to verify your argument.

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ARGH so ive just started but OHEMGEE its only getting worse with 3 exams in a row.

goodbye sleep :( i'll miss thee.

randomly, just letting my 3 readers (hello ashley!) know that i'm planning to go to Shanghai at the end of the year to do a law subject! yay! its nothing like juris EPIC TRIP TO MILAN FOR A WHOLE FREAKING YEAR! but it'll be for 3 weeks, then i am planning (fingers crossed) to go to Tokyo from there!

BIG NEWS! EXPENSIVE TIMES!

But yes - so its not finalised and its all in the air still, but i think i want to do this since juri and all my marketing girls at uni are freaking leaving me next semester.

hate you all :(

and im mega jealous of you guys for traveling and getting to see the world, so YESSS.. will keep you updated! :)

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ok back to studies.. sorta :)

gaga for gaga

shes so weird - admittedly too avant garde for a mainstreamer like myself.

but theres something about her thats so compelling.

and LOVE LOVE LOVE her new song paparazzi! and pokerface and just dance.. man i sound like a major fan girl.

seriously, check Paparazzi out -

Irrationality

God. I may have started liking blogging.

....
NAH Im just procrastinating cos I dont wanna do this assignment.


This post is not going to make sense. But sometimes I DON'T MAKE SENSE. And I don't think its necessary to justify this ever.

I can't speak for the boys, so I'm just going to speak for the girls - but sometimes, I think we feel like just being really irrational on purpose some days AND ITS NOT PMS.

I really hate that write off ..."oh are you pms-ed?" like that totally writes off your whole reason to feel angry or frustrated, like there's actually no substantial reasoning to what you're feeling, its JUST PMS. Even if it is... does it really make your arguments any less substantiated? That our arguments can be simply written off as 'that time of the month'?

I'm definitely not boy bashing here, I think its a problem of both boys and girls to write feelings off as a pms-ing problem. And I totally sympathise with boys who may be caught of guard by this. But I truly think this is a problem in which sometimes we're too quick to write off how someones feeling or even how we're feeling, no matter how irrational it is.

I'm a victim myself - if I'm feeling like shit and its close to that time, well yeh maybe its pms, but maybe its actually cos I do have a valid reason that's too difficult to articulate at the time.

Or if there actually is a reason, but I don't want to spell it out to someone because it might be hurtful, cause unnecessary tension, or make me feel like a whiny stupid girl. So sometimes I just blame it on PMS too - which really just makes me a hypocrite and perpetuates the problem...

Sigh. I don't think I made much sense here at all, but I'm just frustrated.

Maybe its just pms. hmmph.


PS. AHHHAHAHAH just noticed how tuned out boys (aka mattkang) will be from this post!